Thursday, June 3, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
THE GOOD AND THE BAD PARTS
I HAVE HAD BAD AND GOOD THINGS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE BUT IM STILL HERE FIGHTING IT TAKES A STRONG PERSON TODO IT BUT IM MAKEING THE BEST OF MY LIFE LIVEING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME SO HERES THE BAD PARTS OF MY LIFE I LOST MY FATHER WHEN I WAS 16 HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND I COULD GO TO HIM AND TELL HIM ANYTHING EVEN ABOUT THE BOYS YALL ALL KNOW WHAT HE TOLD ME STAY AWAY FROM THEM BOYS THEY DONT NOTHING BUT SEX AND THEY WELL MESS YO LIFE UP I HEVE HIGH HOPES FOR YOU SO LEAVE THEM ALONE UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT I LOVE MY DADDY SO MUSH HE RASED ME WELL HE TOLD ME THE INS AND OUTS OF LIFE AND I AM VERY THANKFUL TO GOD THAT HE MAD ME HIS BABY OR AS HE CALLED ME HIS LITTLE SWEETCAKES I LOVE THAT NAME CAUSE I AM SWEET AS CAKE BUT YOU MAKE ME MAD THAN THATS WHEN I BECOME SOUR BUT All in all i loved my daddy but when he died it felt like the end of my life i cryed and i cryed for weeks until i remembered what he told me "live for today worrie about tomorrow when it gets here" and i live by that today i have fun for today as if i wont see another day on this planet at all life is to short tobe playin around so people live ya life like you wont get another my father also told to follow my dreams and dont let no one stop me and i well continue to push on to make the best of my life R.I.P ANDRE DRE MYERS you well forever live on in my mind spirt and sole love you daddy you the only man i well ever truely love and you know that you are my gardeian angel continue watching over me makeing sure i do the things i am supposed to do so the neat bad part in my life is i lost my ace my best friend for life she was the person i would go to when i needed help or when i could not see my way out she would be there to hold my hand and tell me how to deal she was the one who was there to help me get throu my father dieing she always told me that "your father just lost his body but he is still here in your heart and soul and beleve me he well be there for the rest of your life" she was my go to person when i needed info about life or boys or anything in general she was that person i love her so mush she was my mothers mother she my grandmother i love you nana you are my heart my love continue to wach over me and dont be fighting with my daddy about polatics cause people thats all they used todo was fight about polatics i used to get tired of it but none the less i love both of my gardian angels with all that happening in my life i could not bounce back so i made some bad jugements that to this day i am paying for i stoped going to school and had to drop out and get a ged and i got traped up in drugs i did them for about 2 years until i shid no i dont want this any more i got clean and been that way for a wile now so the happer notes of my life are i am back in school now and doing great and well on my way to getting my degrees i love my life now cause i have so many people in my life that care about me and thats what keeps me going thats what gives me the foul to fight for what i want i love everybody from my family cause they come first in my life no one i mean no one can replace them in my life and my mom she is the main reason why i do what i do my sisthers they are my everything my brutha_team family they make me happey when im haveing a bad day they bring so mush happeyness to my life and i want to let them know thae i love them with everything in my heart yall are a gift from god to me and i well love yall forever more *crying* there is so mush love in my life but there is only one person that can love me more than thise people can and thats god and i thank him everyday for giveing me the chance to live anouther day on this planet and i love myself more than i well ever love anyone else you can not give love if you not love your self with all that being shid i am going to end this blog post with this no matter what happens in your life there is always a light at the end of the tunnel so follow that light and never go back until lather live love be safe and stay strong learn more about your self be your self no need to act love all im out oh oh oh oh oh oh................. before i go
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